I think I may know who is "lied liar".
This is the only explanation how you know that my brother is not in town.

yat gor yan
3:30 AM

Lazy Day



Guess the rest of the year should be like this, lazy every day, with this kinda weather.

Dragged myself out of the bed at 10am. Having a lunch appointment.
We had the salad bar at TPY Sizzler. Had a fun time there, and received my first Christmas present already! hee... First time at Sizzler salad bar, and realise that they do have a lot of things available, including all sorts of salads (definitely not healthy, with all the dressing), 3 soups, 2 noodles, and ice-cream!
So cold already, still eat ice-cream. Super shiok lor.

Supposed to drop by another client's place. But felt so lazy and sleepy, I postponed the timing a little and went back to office to nuah a bit more and catch a short nap.

Sigh it's almost time now, got to go out soon already. Glad to have the appointment, else I'd defnitely go home. Another dinner invitation tonight, but think I'll skip that le.. Wanna go home and snuck under my bed! =X

Ok, the clip of Adrian dancing before I leave the office..



yat gor yan
3:57 PM

The 135 pictures



TA-DAH!
Yeah. Gotten feedback that actually most people couldn't be bothered to click on the link to view my 135 pictures.
How can! Then my efforts all went to waste!
So I've decided to upload them here la. Ok la, just a handful selected few. Then you'll be forced to look at them.
LOL!
But pix are still not resized. Cos really very tedious..



Shanny's birthday at Kuishin Bo this year





Bull Run '08 at Bank with Zhu Xiao Mei. Specially bought the shoes for that..



red wine at NUSS



Mother's birthday at Soup Restaurant this year. Pic taken with the new TV phone I bought her



Got look alike!!?



Expensive and yummy-looking ice-cream at Marvellous Cream that taste horrible







Touching up. Touch-up is fucking pain!



but PROBABLY the redness around it is worth it.. =P



Brother's birthday at Holland Village last year



preparing for Ben's Bachelor Night. The period of time when I was at the slimmest of my life. heh..



Promised not to post this up. But guess it doesn't matter anymore now.
Love this pic. Love his tatts. Love him. In the past.



Brought them out for beloved uncle's birthday at some bar at where the Singapore Flyer is.



Ben's wedding: Day



Ben's wedding: Night





super touched cos Xiao Lao Ban specially bought me Pi Pa Gao when I was coughing badly..



Stupid Xiao Di



going to Sentosa with Adrian





Hmm.. I think is for her birthday. haha..



must be clubbing somewhere..



Night musuem last year..



Pretty hor..



Some smelling thingy



I like this. Got feel..





Eerie wedding gown..



F1 tix last year







Geylang!!?



Tommy and Lionel planned to bring this in: Diamanted wine



and this one has Gold flakes in it



Carl's Jr with Jimmy





KTV at NUSS



Xiao Di the Pirate



Mr Ng's present last year. haha!



Bowie Lam and Bosco Wong in Singapore



Sister doing some make-over thingy





23-year-old trying to act like 15-year-old. LOL!



really resembles my stylist.. I mean Eason



Chocolate souffle at Max Brenner



look at the chocolate oozing out!





the chocolate drink..





Birthday this year at Marmalade Pantry



my Poohy pasta Fenny bought me from Italy =D





so cute!



and we cooked a feast of it!



my Poohy cooked



of cos, served in my Poohy bowl!



Dragonfly with Sister



Sunflower at some farm with Mummy and Daddy



with Anna at Firefly where we met Niam Ti Ti. lol!



Baby Kai Xuan!



forgot how I got tickets to "Sing to the Dawn" at Bird Park and brought Baby there



the number of Christmas presents I prepared last year!



last day at the Bank with my ex-manager



Mr Ng some time last year. Forgot where we went..



Beyond at Lunar this year



actually I only took pictures of Paul Wong. heh..



taken off the jacket!





simply amazing. I mean Paul





Sister's wedding







yat gor yan
11:29 AM

The Final Attempt



If crying could make it better, will you do so, and endure the outbreak of heartache?
Not that I had a choice, I didn't manage to.

I've learnt, some things are better left unsaid.
In fact, a lot of things.
In the past, I never want to have regrets, hence I say whatever I feel I want to make known.
But now, I feel silence is the new in. Silence is mystery. And being in the dark, nobody can know whether you truly win or lose.
So should even blogging be scraped too.

Brother is up. As in, just woke up, at this hour.
Think he's preparing for his trip to Cambodia.
I'm up too. Just woke up too.
Caught a late "Jennifer's Body" and then debated whether to fly. Final decision not to cos I was so tired. Came home, slept for an hour, and woke up to shower and blog.
Cos this will be another new start. I felt definitely worth the trouble for me to start up my lappie for this.

Today.
Today on.
I guess I shall be able to play my role finally.
I mean, play my role better, the socially-accepted way.
All future plans will have to be fine-tuned.
Star Cruises perhaps scraped. Gina's party, LeeJin's party.

Yea.
Dignity.

yat gor yan
2:40 AM

The Day



Feeling happy today. So this shall be a slightly longer post.

Firstly, my thanks to those people who check on my blog religiously, and realise instantly that it had been locked. As early as 10am, which would be a nice time to check on blogs after getting into office and having your breakfast and coffee, before you start reading your emails. (Which, obviously, is what I used to do too!)
People like Mummy and Shanny (but no, religiously not for you ya). heh.
Thanks for being so interested in all the nitty-grittys in my life. I'm sure you know me and my whereabouts about 2 millions times better than my mother.

Planned to wake up at 7am today, to go to the doctor's, then go into office if there's still time, else will meet Xiao Di for lunch.
Ok so I managed to wake up at 7.40am. Showered and made-up by about 8.30am. Then I did the i-Squeeze, fell asleep, and decided to go back into bed.
And I woke up again at 11.15am.
OMG.
Totally no time to go to the doctor's or office le lor.

Lunch with Xiao Di at Freddie's Burger. This new burger joint at Raffles place.
And then we did the usual, got our papers, and sat down to read the same set of papers together.
heh. Then I don't have to dirty my fingers while flipping through mah..
Realised it was Kindness Day, and people were giving out flowers! But no more left for me le. So I made Xiao Di give me his.
lol!
Really miss hanging out with him. Especially sharing the papers, and food.
=\

After lunch, I walked over to City Hall to meet Lynette. It started to rain. I got so engrossed in following one of this trail along one of the parks that I almost missed a turn.
haha!
And then it rained. I got to Raffles City, and it began pouring. I looked at the rain, I looked at the Christmas decorations in the shopping mall, and I decided to blog. =)

Since last Christmas, I tried not to hate it.
Today, I remember what I like about it.
The weather!
Simply lurrrrrrve the cold and wet season. I smile to myself as I watch it rain. Especially when I'm blissfully warm and dry.
lol!
Finally Lynette arrived, and we yak and yak, as usual lah.
And then I bought some sushi take-away for dinner. And the assorted fruits tart from Fruit Paradise!

Spent some quality time with Mother and Sister. Been a long while since I've spent time with Mother.
Probably that is also why I'm in a good mood.
Mother wasn't difficult today. She didn't irritate Sister, didn't irritate me. Nobody quarreled.
=D
After dinner and a little nap (opsss!), Sister and I went to Ben's place to play with his little princess.
It was 10pm when we got there, but the princess was still wide awake and wasn't even asleep when we left the place at 12am!
Anyway, Aunt cooked a spread! And we had a little supper! =Xx And had a bowl of hot home-made yong tau foo, in this cold weather..
hmmmm.....
And then when I sent Sister off to take the cab, a cab suddenly stopped by us, and the guy in the passenger was talking.
For a minute, we thought that he was talking to the kids walking beside us.
Until I realise, it was Xiao Di! hahahahahahaa!!!
"Xiao Mei..", he called.
"Eh! Xiao Di!"
hahaha..
So ke lian, getting off from work only at 12+am..

And now here I am, blogging after just finishing the book that I had borrowed from Anna.
Actually it's because I don't want to sleep so early, for having eaten supper just now.. So I sat in my armchair and rocked and rocked till I finish the book.
So in summary, it's about this girl who fell for her best friend's fiance. She was the maid of honour. But she hoped everyday that one day, the wedding will fall through.
She fought for him, for love. She stood by her love, and believed in it.
In the end...
I was quite disappointed lah, cos the fiance really called off the wedding. Not that the bride was worth any sympathy, cos she is a bitch herself.
But well.
I'd hope the couple will hold the wedding after all, and the girl will realise that all the promises, all the assurance from the fiance really meant nothing. That a person can really say things that he/she doesn't really mean at all. That a person can really be so deceptive.
Not that I'm a sadist, but isn't the happy ending a bit boring already?
Or maybe I forgot that it's just a chick-lit.
=P

Ok going off to bed le.
Happy weather. It's still cold and drizzling.
Happy tomorrow. Hope I can get my ass to the gym. Gombak gym.
Or prolly I'll go West Coast to bitch and hang out with Anna and Fenny in the afternoon again. heh..
Night!

yat gor yan
2:00 AM

Bored.



Yeah. Like.
Life's now trying to wake up at 7/8am, and over-sleeping for 2 hours.
Lunch with ex-colleague/schoolmate/friend.
Zho-bo. Else hang out. Watch movie, shop around, KTV, do nails/spa/waxing. Whole day.
Find someone to dinner so I pretend that I'm busy socialising and not slacking at home.
Weekends? Sleep the whole day.
So that the weekdays come again and I tire myself out doing nothing.

I'm sick of sleeping.

yat gor yan
11:26 PM

only about.. hmm.. 135 pix!



Thanks to Photobucket!
Now I don't have to upload my pictures, resize them one by one, and then link them here one-by-one anymore!
Cos all the pictures are in this album, click to view!
Pictures are all accumulated in my phone for about the past 20 months or so.
Cos I took the pictures but my desktop had some problem with the software.
So now on my lappie, finally can upload allllllll the rubbish le lah.
But I think they're not really in order, so a bit complicating hur. heh..
Enjoy here!

yat gor yan
4:17 PM